This is the first part of AYAM AJAM’S discovery of PSYCHEGNOSIS. Ayah lives in BEIRUT and has spent a lot of her formative years in the U.S.A.
Ajam has her own website https://allyouareisheaven.blogspot.co.uk/
There is great wisdom in her words;
My Pathway to Discovering ‘The Law of PSYCHEGNOSIS’ by AYAH AJAM!
It’s hard to explain my ‘story’ or how I got here today.
Let me just put it all in a nutshell and say that essentially what I was really concerned about was that I wasn’t able to ‘feel’, ‘see’ or ‘hear’ reality at all, I felt I was numb or living a dream, I was stumped why I was the only one questioning this……..dream-like state.
After almost 20yrs of in and out of questioning, and searching, reading and looking in religious doctrine, history books as well as in conspiracy books, I was left even more confused; monumental confusion.
In the last 3yrs I began to search in another way.
I searched within myself for the answers to why I felt like I was dreaming.
I began to observe my own mind.
I practiced, practiced and practiced and read thousands of pages of what the Buddhists, Christians, Vedic traditions, Rosicrucians, Gnostics as well as the words of the greatest and most beautiful prophets, philosophers, artists, inventors, world leaders and people of mystery.
I happened to stumble by perfect coincidence, when I was again grueling into search into the ‘Gnostics’ and the ‘Psyche’, I then discovered Psychegnosis.
As I read the words I felt that I had found a diamond!
I could not believe what I was reading.
Psychegnosis described exactly what I had came to discover independently: how we are not in control of our emotions and our minds were somehow automatically self-defending itself without our control.
As I read further articles within Psychegnosis it gave me the pieces of the puzzle that I was so yearning to discover.
As soon as I was reading we are not our ‘Story’, I then found the key that freed me from going in circles looking for answers.
Then I knew for sure this was interesting, I ordered the book.
My next step took me to the point where I became convinced that ‘we are NOT our Thinking Mind’.
I immediately experienced actual PEACE within myself, I felt my chakras opening on its own…..I knew right then this is supposed to be our natural and true state.
I can now FEEL reality, SEE reality and HEAR reality.
I feel AWAKE – no longer in a dream like state.
Ever since then, my journey has been mind-blowing.
Absolute Reality is better than anything that the Thinking mind thinks Reality is.
It cannot get anywhere near the Reality of understanding we are NOT our Thinking.
I an in awe every single day with the new information coming from ‘The Law of Psychegnosis’
I am NOW AWAKE!
TO BE CONTINUED….
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